Sorry for the lack of updates for the past few days. Was not happy with my results. Therefore I had some time alone pondering on factors which lead to this shitty result. But with friends support(quite amazed by it actually), i have somehow put it behind me. No point crying over a spilt milk. Just get into poly. I can go to poly but the course may not be of my liking you see. Nevermind, i have already submitted my JAE, JPSAE & DAE. So i shall just wait for the posting result. Hopefully my JPSAE applicantion would be successful. But still, i would not pin high hopes on it. It would only lead to another disappointment if i cant get that. Hopefully i could get into NP ECP. Then work my ass off and go to aero t or aero e.
So this post is special in a way that it is especially special to my friends for supporting me through the rock-bottom period of my life time. You know yourself. I dont wish to name. There're plenty of them. So in order not to miss out any names, i shall just put it this way. Hopefully this is the first and the last. No more next time please. It is hurtful. I dont want to slog my brain out and still not get the result that i desire so much. Disappointing the people that pinned high hopes on you is very embarrassing. I've faced it twice. Will there be a 3rd time? Please no.
If i cant get into NP, RP is my next safest choice. I dont give a hoot to what others say about RP. It is a new poly therefore you cant expect much in terms of its education and status. Unlike long-established poly like SP & NP. Give RP a decade and im sure it will bloom like other poly now. So yeah, plan A would be NP ECP. Plan B would be RP aero avions or civil aviation for a year while i re-take my science and then move on to NP the following year. Plan C would be (if die die all application fails) back to sec 5 and get better result. I seriously believe this is not the kind of standard that i got. Teachers were shocked too when they saw my result. What can i do man... Im feeling painful inside. My standard is always far off better than what i got in the slip. DAMN IT. But wasting another year and not guaranteed that i'll do well would be risky. What if it happens again? I will surely regret for not moving on. So i shall heed Vp's advice, teachers advice and friends advice in moving forward. That's all i have for you readers. I hope my friends wont refrain from seeing me cause of my results. I hope it would be best if friends could shower me support to bloom again. Like what olivia said, maybe im a late-bloomer. We shall all see the rise in me hopefully.
p/s. diploma in aerospace may not be demanding in singapore although the market here is demanding. So if im going to take a degree in aerospace(which i will), i will have to migrate to Australia and enrol in university and flying school there caus of high demand there. At least i know what i want in life and the direction which im heading to. So yeah, plan now and start saving. My family dont intend to stay on in singapore for long too. So it would be a bonus if i could achieve all this if all goes well for me. Please work out this time round. I still wanna realised my childhood ambition of becoming a commercial pilot. Wish me luck from now on.
changing the course of my life
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